Gato-Nephist

I hoped to be happy I hoped to be good To be what I am To be who I am I didn't know Any better then But it was all wrong from the start In sanity I tried to trust Its decalogue of deadly sins Blessed be the one who knows and tries The one who heeds directions, wins But I could never win Maybe I didn't know enough So I could never win I couldn't, I wouldn't, fury, screams, again I wish to be broken I wish to be down To be something else To be something less Maybe then Maybe then you would Realise that I am not you In sanity I hardly trust All it can tell is "don't" and "no" It's all fear wrapped in bitter lies A promise of a place to go Th